When I hit the pause button

It is such a beautiful sky,
as I watch it turn from dark to light.
watching the beautiful transformation with my eyes.
admiring the adoring and wonderful sight.

If only I can sit there forever,
and forget everything about the world
just to think of the journey I have walked so far
the achievements , and disappointment that left a scar.

To leave the troubles that came for a while,
To invite some peace to fill my heart.
To let the tears flow freely for once
tears of Joy, sorrow, flow all you want.

To remember the friends that never left
To delete the backstabbers that ruined the picture
Of the magnificent and colorful life I planned
To share with my love ones and friends

Then my hearts speeds up for a minute,
When I remember the guy who took up a big part of my memory
The guy who painted my teenage life.
The guy who taught me what love felt like.

If only I can sit here forever,
If only life were this simple.
But I'm gonna have to face reality .
Wipe of the tears, and put on a smile again

Signed,
Debbie

Sometimes

You're just a regular person
Trying to make your way through this earth
As you grow by the minute
It does not get easier, not one bit

Sometimes you just feel like a trash can
You feel ugly and all thats in you is crap
You feel ignorant and annoying,
Though you try to please everyone you see.

Sometimes you feel like a dweeb
you feel like the world is not where your should be.
Mummy I'm sorry But I am trying
To be the daughter you want me to be

But you are trying hard
To conquer every challenge and task
Trusting God with all your heart
You know you'll make it somehow

Signed,

Debbie