Wednesday, December 29, 2010

All the praises goes to you

This big Guy found a damsel in distress
A damsel thats insulted and very depressed
He took compassion on her and promised her that
From that day on, He will lead the rest

This big Guy taught the damsel to forgive
For the people that hurt her might not mean it
He told her that He died on the cross for all our sins
Knowing that He himself don't even deserve it

This big Guy said that He loves the damsel
Love her enough to carry her troubles
He told her that He will help her through out all this
As long as she has faith in Him

Today Jesus sees Debbie relieved
A damsel thats free and very happy
and she looks up to heaven and told Him
Thank you Lord for all that You did

I specially wrote this post cause I did not get a chance to testify during my youth camp which was totally awesome by the way=)..well I just wanna start by saying..for two years..Ive been insulted by several people that has mistaken me to be something real embaressing..which i choose not to mention here..well yea..Ive been haunted by that since then..and because of that I have loose my confident in..yea..almost everything..I always thought i was ugly or when a guy says he like me, I would just say that he is lying or he is just wanting a girlfriend just so he looks cool  cause I would never believe a guy would actually like me for me..and even my studies i would be like " ok so if i get 3As in PMR that would be good enough..

And yea..during PMR, i turned out to be sick*like what on earth?!* so..i was like really scared i tried to study through the night with my head spining and nose stuff..and i couldnt..so i practically gave up and told God that i leave my results to in His hand and hoped for the best..

And then i went for our youth camp..and God really touch me there..he thought me how to forgive other..He showed me His love..and His unexplainable peace..which was awesome..and through the pastors prayer, He told the that i wasn useless and that in the future im gonna help alot of people...and that was really encouraging for me..the camp really refreshed my relationship with God and I was really glad..so I made a promise to myself and God that whatever my PMR results will be im just gonna continue praising God and not blame Him for any of my failure..And on the last day of camp which is also PMR results day, my bestie called me and told me that i got 6 freakin As for PMR..and I like litarately burst into tears of joy in front of everyone..and that was a freakin awesome day for me!

So through those experience Ive learn that, everyone is special in their own way..if you think you are not..just remember..you will always be special in God's eye..and Ive also learnt that God can do awesome miracles..i mean like 6As ? you have got to be kidding me..It could not have all been just hard work..i think its like 40% of my hard work and 60% of God's blessing..haha! totally true..now that PMR slit is not only representing my results..it will always be remembered to me as God's blessing =)

Thats all for now,
Peace out,
 
Love,
Debbie




Wednesday, December 1, 2010

December

December is a month of excitement
a month that we are reminded of our greatest gift of all,
a month that we are reminded to think about others,
a month that we get together to celebrate Christmas.

December is a month of anxiousness,
the month that i finally find out,
if the hard work i put in all this year,
for PMR have finally pay off

December is a month of great memory
a month that we choose to tresure our memories
a month that we wonder what we are in for next year
a month that our friends may be leaving for the better

December is a month that we make decisions
a month that we look back at the experience we learn
a month that we decide what we want for our future
a month that we choose to be a better person next year


David Archuleta-Melodies Of Christmas


December rocks

peace out,

Love,
Debbie

Monday, November 29, 2010

Around Debbie's mind in 5 minutes

Today's another day that i pass through everyday,
all i knew was that i was sitting there all day
and the next thing i knew all my time flew away

thought about that person that was on a mission
to give me doubt and worries by bringing sadness to my ears
to remind me of the thing that i don't wanna remember
to tell me that im wrong for no reason.

and I thought of that new friend of mine
seem so kind and encouraging in mind
only a few month and he build me up inside
then he goes on and tear me down right.

then something clicked and i opened my eyes
and it din't take me long till i realise
the bestfriends i have that are always by my side
though the time we have together might be running out and..
don't ask me why..

hmm..that din't take 5 minutes did it? LOL
I LOVE POEMS
anywho, peace out

Love,
Debbie

Friday, November 12, 2010

Officially given up on you

Day and time has passed by,
still not a single sign,
that you remember that important thing
that you have promised to do for me
i really feel like i dont know you
cause it seems like im not important to you
since there is someone else on top of your mind
then i guess i really dont mind.

Maybe what my mom said months ago was right,
when she said that you dont treat me right
i have tried to deny the truth
but i guess what she said was true.
tomorrow you will still see me smile
cause i dont see the point picking up a fight
not ever gonna wait for the thing that you've promised,
cause i have officially given up on you.

haha..owh you're still gonna see me smile at you alright, cause its pointless telling you now, there's always a reason i dont reply messages..but i still smile at you the next day..felt this for bout 5 months now..all the previous posts..are the same..the one thing i hoped for till now...just gonna try to forget it.

peace out
Love.
Debbie

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Thoughts running through my mind

I was strumming my unnamed guitar for almost an hour and decided to take a rest now..while browsing around facebook, suddenly a few thought rushed into my mind..

firstly,

As a girl who has a life and needs to survive,
friends are always needed right by their side.
if negative attitude she always apply,
Slowly her friends will flee from her sight..

And i also thought that..

my heart is confused, i don't know what i feeling
Am I still in love or am I over him,
For more than 2 years i waited patiently,
maybe what i feel for him now is only friendship =)

or is it? LOL XD

and the next one pisses me off  >=(

Playboys suck and are really uncool
they play with your heart as for them it thrills
If I'm queen of the country this is what I'll do
I'll send them to a far away land,
lock them in cages
throw them into the sea
let sharks be their company
with no oxygen tank for them to breathe
yes dudes cause for me, it thrills =)

Never will I find it easy to believe a guy ever again
and just in case you are wondering there are no bf gf cheating stuff going on here..
its just a way i look at certain guys..

Lastly,

I am sick a tired waiting here
for your action and response that never appears,
maybe i wasn't as important as i thought i was,
since there is someone else always in your thoughts,
if all that i mention never change,
as time goes by, i will slowly walk away...

Thats all for now...
peace out.


Love,
Debbie

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Doubts And Worries

Promises are made to be remembered and kept,
not left alone or to be forget,
how badly i hope that what you said that day,
will be put to action, this aint a game.

you were the one i put my trust in,
comforting and cheering all those you did,
that one thing you promised that means alot
turns out 'till now it remains a thought

I have not said a word only silence is heard,
Hoping that you yourself will remember,
Sitting patiently right here
hoping that what doubt isn't real

Nuff said
peace out

Love,
Debbie

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

PMR is OVeR!

Miley Cyrus-party in the USA (chorus)

Now lets put our hands up,
PMR is gone,
the stress all flies away,
freedom is mine like yeah,
movies all night like yeah,

and lets put our hands up,
oh wait i forgot,
the results are all coming my way,
yeah a yeah e yeah e yeah~
I hope i pass all with As,
yeah e yeah e yeah e yeah
i hope i pass all with As

haha..this is what i do to pass time XD what do you think?
and just in case you haven notice, i posted this on facebook too..
sigh..i really hope i did enough to achieve my target..4As that is..
That is all want..not too much to ask for right? haha
 
hmm..i guess thats all for now..see ya guys my next post!
peace out

Love,
Debbie


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

A new start =D

hey everyone, if there's any1 there..i just created a my blog..n yeap all my feelings will be poured out here...so,everone, WELCOME TO MY WORLD =)

peace out~