It's Christmas !

Months and months we went though our boring days

repeating our daily routine with or without getting paid

waiting for the end of the year to come.

To sing those wonderful songs again at the top of our lungs

The songs that expresses our joy,

The songs that give us the sense of peace

The songs that are created out of pure love

The songs that brought the angels together from up above.

Let it snow, let it snow, Let it pour , let it flow

as we lay down on the winter snow

Having my darling's arm wrap around me

Whispering I'm the only one on his Christmas list

But most of all we must not forget

The greatest gift given to us yet

that very baby boy given birth at the stable

given the name Jesus Christ who saved our lives.

Thank you Lord Jesus, for the great year

and your precious blood covering and protecting me

for your peace that lead me through the bad times

and most of all for saving our lives. :)

Merry Christmas everyone!

God bless you all :D

Till next time.

Signed,

Debbie

Two From Galilee

Hey readers, Its the Christmas season
The season of giving and sharing our Joy
The season of spending more family time
The season to appreciate the greatest gift of ALL TIME!

So lets all gather to celebrate,
reunite with the old friends that were away
Go to Metro Tabernacle that isn't far away
And enjoy the greatest Production you can get!

Dear friends, are you looking for a Christmas play to enjoy this Christmas?
If you are then come to Metro Tabernacle this weekend!
On the 16th, 17th and 18th of December at 8pm
Enjoy the story of Two From Galilee!



P.S I play a minor character in it :)

For more infomation, visit http://www.facebook.com/metrotab
Its free admission and the address and sneak peaks are all there.
I will be looking forward to seeing you guys there.
http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=%2F2011%2F12%2F12%2Fcentral%2F10063837&sec=central#.TuVq-Znm_xU.facebook
its on the news paper as well.

Signed,
Debbie

Its the end of the year

It has been a heck of a year
that left me a whole lot of memories
which will leave a lasting mark in my heart

It has been a heck of a year,
and Christmas is near
Can't believe that it is finally here

It has been a heck of a year,
so lets enjoy Christmas
to take less and give a whole lot more.

It has been a heck of a year
But I know others experienced worse
so I thank the Lord, for I'm a lucky girl.

It has been a heck of the year
So lets brace ourselves
for the greater and better are ahead of us.

It has been a heck of the year,
so lets keep the lessons we learnt
for we are gonna need it or the obstacles before us.

It has been a heck of a year,
I never thought that I'll make it
but Thanks to God I made it through this lot.

Spotlight

When you're there is the spotlight, shining so bright
Don't forget me, I'm right by your side

When you're there in the spotlight, and popularity kicks in,
Don't get carried away, remember who you are within.

When you're in the spotlight, and people treat you nice,
Beware on what they want, and they're bag full of lies.

When you're in the spotlight, feeling like a queen.
Remember to bring out your decent personalities.

When you're in the spotlight, enjoying all the possibilities
Remember all of us down here, the ones that pushed you up.

When you're there in the spotlight, remember to look up
and remember the One that made it all possible.

When I hit the pause button

It is such a beautiful sky,
as I watch it turn from dark to light.
watching the beautiful transformation with my eyes.
admiring the adoring and wonderful sight.

If only I can sit there forever,
and forget everything about the world
just to think of the journey I have walked so far
the achievements , and disappointment that left a scar.

To leave the troubles that came for a while,
To invite some peace to fill my heart.
To let the tears flow freely for once
tears of Joy, sorrow, flow all you want.

To remember the friends that never left
To delete the backstabbers that ruined the picture
Of the magnificent and colorful life I planned
To share with my love ones and friends

Then my hearts speeds up for a minute,
When I remember the guy who took up a big part of my memory
The guy who painted my teenage life.
The guy who taught me what love felt like.

If only I can sit here forever,
If only life were this simple.
But I'm gonna have to face reality .
Wipe of the tears, and put on a smile again

Signed,
Debbie

Sometimes

You're just a regular person
Trying to make your way through this earth
As you grow by the minute
It does not get easier, not one bit

Sometimes you just feel like a trash can
You feel ugly and all thats in you is crap
You feel ignorant and annoying,
Though you try to please everyone you see.

Sometimes you feel like a dweeb
you feel like the world is not where your should be.
Mummy I'm sorry But I am trying
To be the daughter you want me to be

But you are trying hard
To conquer every challenge and task
Trusting God with all your heart
You know you'll make it somehow

Signed,

Debbie

Friendship and Love

Could it be?
that friendship in a way
is preparing us the the love relationships
that are gonna come our way?


We meet unexpectedly
and get to know each other
before you know it
they become your text partner


A call a day becomes a need
Sometimes even after meeting
We talk about the great time we had
and ridiculous crap or jokes that we have.







We both become like open books
You know my secrets and I know your's too
Slowly we realize the differences between us
Fights and misunderstanding comes along too


Teary days and quiet nights
We start to wonder if what we did were right.
The silent becomes louder is your head
As you reach for the phone with shaking hands


Some phone calls will end up with a smile
You apologize and make things right.
Some phone calls will reach the voice mail
and you eventually realize she was just using you.






# I'm just saying. I mean thats why we have to go through the trials friendship as a preparation for the love relationships in the future?


Thats all for now, peace out and God bless


Love,
Debbie

Live everyday like its your last

You guys ever heard of Kris Allen's Song?
"Live like You're Dying"
My mum kinda hates that song,
basically cause it has the word 'dying' in it so whatever
But that song is like a wake up call to me
Dont cha think so?
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to Turn it all around or throw it all away
Gotta tell them that we love them while we got a chance to say
that song, you just gotta love it =D

Well in case you've never heard of this song, here it is



Japan
the disaster happened in such a sudden.
No one ever expected it
I suddenly feel very privileged to be a Malaysian
They say that its one of the countries that are protected from these disaster
But anyways
our heart sank when we saw all the videos
how the tsunami just swallowed everything away
How it just made its way into the city
no warning sign
In a flash, everything is gone .your house, your car





Your loved ones
you may be at work, you may be at school
and suddenly the tsunami washes everything away
what if your family or friend or partner were among them?
Are they alive? Are they hurt?
All those thought just start running into your mind
Mummy daddy are you still there?
Pick up your cellphones!
who is gonna protect me now?
What about all those precious times that we shared?
Those memories that are still very much alive in my head
what about the future that we talked about?
Im am so sorry for all the wrong that i have done
Is it too late to tell you how much I love you?
How much you mean to me?



20,000 people are now confirmed dead
well thats at least what i found out this morning
and theres probably still a whole lot more people missing
My relative is studying in Japan
And Im so glad she is fine
These disaster proves that that the end is near
Or for us Christian, our Big Daddy is coming back
Appreciate everything you have in life
Live your life with no complaints

Lastly,
May God bless you and please stay strong
God loves you very much
And yea, my house is open for any of you Japan survivors
well if you end up in Malaysia
We are praying hard for you guys there

peace out

Love,
Debbie

Racism stinks

racism..
why are some people racist?
just because some of us come from a different background,
we are still human inside
same brain, same heart,
i dont get it
i really dont



is there really a need to divide the society?
I am a Chindian, which mean im mixed chinese and indian
And its not possible for people like me to be racist
especially when im stuck in between when both chinese and indian talk bad about each other
i end up speechless
what the point of dividing classes according to our races?
Does it help?
How do you think people like me would feel when people ignore me?
when they are my race too?
just because i got a little of indian blood im different?
Im actually proud of it okay?
Well you are the ones different because of your heart
this hurts really bad
THINK ABOUT THIS PEOPLE

STOP RACISM

peace out,

Love,
Debbie

My heart says..

Darn...the first month of 2011 had been nothing but stress~
i mean teacher teaching faster than a G6,
Homework probably higher than..Mount Everest? 
Friends around me seems so pro,
they seem to be like understanding every word the teacher is sayin while im like " whaa? huh? why does math always have to find his e'X'...zzzz"
but still..all i wanna do now is scream, scream so the world can hear, or will they?
who knows I know my best buds will be there, but Im always the slow one to learn..
Oh God please bless me with faster learning skills .
The first exam is in a month's time...
You are my only hope='(



Hey, i drew this for you. In case you don't know.
Though i know that you would draw this too..but well not for me.
After all i tried, not to be too close to you, not to be too far,
it's still back to square one
You finally told me who stole your heart.
Well yeah, thats great! go get her..
Oh man how it hurts. but i can change your feeling for her
I wish you guys the very best='D
At least i succeeded in one thing,
to be much closer to you than before
I guess I wont ask for anything more
Its time to move on..
I'll find the one that will appreciate me more
But im glad that whatever happens,
We'll still be one of your best bud=')


Best of luck to you=') God bless..







Life? jyeaah its tough..You might always feel like crying all the time.
but that sad face might just pull down some other person's mood
so whats the point?
YOu might as well put a smile on cause its never the end
When there's a God, there's hope
So keep the faith, put that smile and go on with life
wipe off that tear, stiffen up that upper lip,
and just go with the flow
EVeRYTHING  happens for a reason =')


peace out,


Love,
Debbie

All the praises goes to you

This big Guy found a damsel in distress
A damsel thats insulted and very depressed
He took compassion on her and promised her that
From that day on, He will lead the rest

This big Guy taught the damsel to forgive

For the people that hurt her might not mean it

He told her that He died on the cross for all our sins

Knowing that He himself don't even deserve it

This big Guy said that He loves the damsel

Love her enough to carry her troubles
He told her that He will help her through out all this
As long as she has faith in Him

Today Jesus sees Debbie relieved
A damsel thats free and very happy
and she looks up to heaven and told Him
Thank you Lord for all that You did

I specially wrote this post cause I did not get a chance to testify during my youth camp which was totally awesome by the way=)..well I just wanna start by saying..for two years..Ive been insulted by several people that has mistaken me to be something real embaressing..which i choose not to mention here..well yea..Ive been haunted by that since then..and because of that I have loose my confident in..yea..almost everything..I always thought i was ugly or when a guy says he like me, I would just say that he is lying or he is just wanting a girlfriend just so he looks cool  cause I would never believe a guy would actually like me for me..and even my studies i would be like " ok so if i get 3As in PMR that would be good enough..

And yea..during PMR, i turned out to be sick*like what on earth?!* so..i was like really scared i tried to study through the night with my head spining and nose stuff..and i couldnt..so i practically gave up and told God that i leave my results to in His hand and hoped for the best..

And then i went for our youth camp..and God really touch me there..he thought me how to forgive other..He showed me His love..and His unexplainable peace..which was awesome..and through the pastors prayer, He told the that i wasn useless and that in the future im gonna help alot of people...and that was really encouraging for me..the camp really refreshed my relationship with God and I was really glad..so I made a promise to myself and God that whatever my PMR results will be im just gonna continue praising God and not blame Him for any of my failure..And on the last day of camp which is also PMR results day, my bestie called me and told me that i got 6 freakin As for PMR..and I like litarately burst into tears of joy in front of everyone..and that was a freakin awesome day for me!

So through those experience Ive learn that, everyone is special in their own way..if you think you are not..just remember..you will always be special in God's eye..and Ive also learnt that God can do awesome miracles..i mean like 6As ? you have got to be kidding me..It could not have all been just hard work..i think its like 40% of my hard work and 60% of God's blessing..haha! totally true..now that PMR slit is not only representing my results..it will always be remembered to me as God's blessing =)

Thats all for now,
Peace out,
 
Love,
Debbie

December

December is a month of excitement
a month that we are reminded of our greatest gift of all,
a month that we are reminded to think about others,
a month that we get together to celebrate Christmas.

December is a month of anxiousness,
the month that i finally find out,
if the hard work i put in all this year,
for PMR have finally pay off

December is a month of great memory
a month that we choose to tresure our memories
a month that we wonder what we are in for next year
a month that our friends may be leaving for the better

December is a month that we make decisions
a month that we look back at the experience we learn
a month that we decide what we want for our future
a month that we choose to be a better person next year


David Archuleta-Melodies Of Christmas


December rocks

peace out,

Love,
Debbie

Around Debbie's mind in 5 minutes

Today's another day that i pass through everyday,
all i knew was that i was sitting there all day
and the next thing i knew all my time flew away

thought about that person that was on a mission
to give me doubt and worries by bringing sadness to my ears
to remind me of the thing that i don't wanna remember
to tell me that im wrong for no reason.

and I thought of that new friend of mine
seem so kind and encouraging in mind
only a few month and he build me up inside
then he goes on and tear me down right.

then something clicked and i opened my eyes
and it din't take me long till i realise
the bestfriends i have that are always by my side
though the time we have together might be running out and..
don't ask me why..

hmm..that din't take 5 minutes did it? LOL
I LOVE POEMS
anywho, peace out

Love,
Debbie

Officially given up on you

Day and time has passed by,
still not a single sign,
that you remember that important thing
that you have promised to do for me
i really feel like i dont know you
cause it seems like im not important to you
since there is someone else on top of your mind
then i guess i really dont mind.

Maybe what my mom said months ago was right,
when she said that you dont treat me right
i have tried to deny the truth
but i guess what she said was true.
tomorrow you will still see me smile
cause i dont see the point picking up a fight
not ever gonna wait for the thing that you've promised,
cause i have officially given up on you.

haha..owh you're still gonna see me smile at you alright, cause its pointless telling you now, there's always a reason i dont reply messages..but i still smile at you the next day..felt this for bout 5 months now..all the previous posts..are the same..the one thing i hoped for till now...just gonna try to forget it.

peace out
Love.
Debbie

Thoughts running through my mind

I was strumming my unnamed guitar for almost an hour and decided to take a rest now..while browsing around facebook, suddenly a few thought rushed into my mind..

firstly,

As a girl who has a life and needs to survive,
friends are always needed right by their side.
if negative attitude she always apply,
Slowly her friends will flee from her sight..

And i also thought that..

my heart is confused, i don't know what i feeling
Am I still in love or am I over him,
For more than 2 years i waited patiently,
maybe what i feel for him now is only friendship =)

or is it? LOL XD

and the next one pisses me off  >=(

Playboys suck and are really uncool
they play with your heart as for them it thrills
If I'm queen of the country this is what I'll do
I'll send them to a far away land,
lock them in cages
throw them into the sea
let sharks be their company
with no oxygen tank for them to breathe
yes dudes cause for me, it thrills =)

Never will I find it easy to believe a guy ever again
and just in case you are wondering there are no bf gf cheating stuff going on here..
its just a way i look at certain guys..

Lastly,

I am sick a tired waiting here
for your action and response that never appears,
maybe i wasn't as important as i thought i was,
since there is someone else always in your thoughts,
if all that i mention never change,
as time goes by, i will slowly walk away...

Thats all for now...
peace out.


Love,
Debbie

If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

comedy movies rock =D

Ask me anything

Doubts And Worries

Promises are made to be remembered and kept,
not left alone or to be forget,
how badly i hope that what you said that day,
will be put to action, this aint a game.

you were the one i put my trust in,
comforting and cheering all those you did,
that one thing you promised that means alot
turns out 'till now it remains a thought

I have not said a word only silence is heard,
Hoping that you yourself will remember,
Sitting patiently right here
hoping that what doubt isn't real

Nuff said
peace out

Love,
Debbie

PMR is OVeR!

Miley Cyrus-party in the USA (chorus)

Now lets put our hands up,

PMR is gone,

the stress all flies away,

freedom is mine like yeah,

movies all night like yeah,

and lets put our hands up,

oh wait i forgot,

the results are all coming my way,

yeah a yeah e yeah e yeah~

I hope i pass all with As,

yeah e yeah e yeah e yeah

i hope i pass all with As

haha..this is what i do to pass time XD what do you think?

and just in case you haven notice, i posted this on facebook too..

sigh..i really hope i did enough to achieve my target..4As that is..

That is all want..not too much to ask for right? haha

 

hmm..i guess thats all for now..see ya guys my next post!

peace out

Love,

Debbie

A new start =D

hey everyone, if there's any1 there..i just created a my blog..n yeap all my feelings will be poured out here...so,everone, WELCOME TO MY WORLD =)

peace out~