When I hit the pause button

It is such a beautiful sky,
as I watch it turn from dark to light.
watching the beautiful transformation with my eyes.
admiring the adoring and wonderful sight.

If only I can sit there forever,
and forget everything about the world
just to think of the journey I have walked so far
the achievements , and disappointment that left a scar.

To leave the troubles that came for a while,
To invite some peace to fill my heart.
To let the tears flow freely for once
tears of Joy, sorrow, flow all you want.

To remember the friends that never left
To delete the backstabbers that ruined the picture
Of the magnificent and colorful life I planned
To share with my love ones and friends

Then my hearts speeds up for a minute,
When I remember the guy who took up a big part of my memory
The guy who painted my teenage life.
The guy who taught me what love felt like.

If only I can sit here forever,
If only life were this simple.
But I'm gonna have to face reality .
Wipe of the tears, and put on a smile again

Signed,
Debbie